Friday, May 31, 2013

Prayer


I recently listened to a sermon preached from 1 Samuel 1 titled "2 Insensitive Men and a Praying Woman."  1 Samuel 1 is the story of Hannah, who prays for a son and eventually has Samuel who she commits to the Lord's service.  She is 1 of 2 wives of Elkanah (insensitive man #1).  She has no children and the other wife has many.  She often prays for a child, yet is without... year after year. 

(To listen for yourself, download the "Walk in the Word" podcast and find the Weekend Feature message from May 12.) 

Here is what's leftover in my heart and mind that I am thinking on this week...

A woman who is burdened before the Lord in prayer is a very powerful tool.

As a parent [grandparent, family member of any kind], get a vision for the salvation of each member in my household and regularly come before God in prayer, proclaiming His word and desire for their salvation.

God desires that all should know him and none should perish - don't let anyone tell me otherwise, no matter what I see with my physical eyes.  Often prayer is seeing in faith.  

Prayer - getting spiritually fit to receive what God was already going to do. 

I desire my family (present and future) to greatly impact the kingdom of God here on earth... the responsibility of parenting my children and teaching them to love Jesus is huge.  It reminds me of this poem: 

[side note - I only remembered this line: "Only what's done for Christ will last."  When I googled it, I found out there's a whole poem.  What did people do before google?]

“Two little lines I heard one day,
Traveling along life’s busy way;
Bringing conviction to my heart,
And from my mind would not depart;
Only one life, ’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Only one life, yes only one,
Soon will its fleeting hours be done;
Then, in ‘that day’ my Lord to meet,
And stand before His Judgement seat;
Only one life,’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Only one life, the still small voice,
Gently pleads for a better choice
Bidding me selfish aims to leave,
And to God’s holy will to cleave;
Only one life, ’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Only one life, a few brief years,
Each with its burdens, hopes, and fears;
Each with its clays I must fulfill,
living for self or in His will;
Only one life, ’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
When this bright world would tempt me sore,
When Satan would a victory score;
When self would seek to have its way,
Then help me Lord with joy to say;
Only one life, ’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Give me Father, a purpose deep,
In joy or sorrow Thy word to keep;
Faithful and true what e’er the strife,
Pleasing Thee in my daily life;
Only one life, ’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Oh let my love with fervor burn,
And from the world now let me turn;
Living for Thee, and Thee alone,
Bringing Thee pleasure on Thy throne;
Only one life, “twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last.
Only one life, yes only one,
Now let me say,”Thy will be done”;
And when at last I’ll hear the call,
I know I’ll say “twas worth it all”;
Only one life,’twill soon be past,
Only what’s done for Christ will last. ”

Thursday, May 30, 2013

a new season

We have entered a new season.  A season where, Lord willing, I will be staying home with Adelyn and Ben will be working.  In a couple months, Ben will take a hiatus from work to begin a 1 year masters program at Harvard in computational science and engineering.  Our goal after that would be for him to find a job in a field that he loves that provides for us to quickly pay off the loan from the year in Boston and allows for me to continue staying home with Adelyn (and any other little tykes that might follow).

This new season brings many emotions for me.
Relief - that I can focus my best energy on caring for my family.
Joy - that I can spend many hours a day with A.
Sadness - that I am leaving public school teaching (this emotion is felt in a very small amount)
Nostalgia - for the schools I worked at this year, the staffs and students of which I grew to love

But, gratefulness is the most dominant feeling these days.  Grateful to be home. Grateful to be rested and refreshed. Grateful to have more time in the Word.  Grateful to be the key decision maker in my daughter's life. Grateful to have energy to invest in our marriage. Grateful to not be in 'survival' mode. Grateful for a daughter. Grateful for family. Grateful for a faithful, personal, precious Savior.

This new season also brings lots of questions. Some important, some not.
How can I use my time efficiently?
Should I keep up with teaching in any formal way?
I've considered compiling a curriculum for elementary music ed - is this something I should invest in?
How can I contribute to our income?
Who will we be friends with in Boston?
Where will we go to church?
What books should I read? (This question wasn't even on the radar the past several months.)
Where should we go on dates? (What? There's time for dates again?)

And once again, I am grateful. Grateful that I don't need to have all the answers and that I trust a God who does.




Thursday, April 18, 2013

Poop Problem

There are so many things I want to write about lately.  So many things that are more important than what I'm about to tell you.  27 days of work left. More to come this summer.

But I can't get this story (albeit, very trivial story) out of my mind.  So I thought I'd share.

We have a 'poop problem' at one elementary school I work at.  Some child is spreading poop on the walls in the bathroom and throughout the school.  The teachers can't figure out who it is.  Every day, poop appears on the walls and every day, the kid gets away with it.  The teachers tried a buddy system for the bathrooms, but whoever the poop bandit's buddy is apparently approves of this ridiculousness.
Now they are implementing a bathroom signout sheet for every classroom.  The kids are supposed to sign out the time they go to the bathroom and report if there is poop on the walls when they got there so they don't get blamed for it.  I have no idea if there is actually a sign-out, if the kids can tell time well enough to write down the time, or if they are reporting what they see.  The teachers are really trying though!  The poor janitor - comes in my room every day to clean right after school, and he is very discouraged and sick of it.  He works really hard and finds the situation very frustrating.  Understandable. He is not paid to clean up the kids' poop from the walls.  He has WAY more important things to be doing to keep this building running.

I suggested to the principal that we up the 'threat.'  Here's the thing - the smart, naughty kids have figured out that the teachers at school can't really do anything when they're naughty.  They might lose a recess here and there or call their parents, but we can't actually punish them.  So, if mom and dad don't care, then there is really nothing to be lost by acting up at school.  Going on about this is really a different issue, so I'll get back to the poop problem.

Like I said, I suggested we up the 'threat.'  Tell the kids they better report what they see because we will find the kid who is doing it and when we do, they will spend every single recess of every single day next year cleaning the bathrooms.  To me, that is logical.  You spend a year putting poop on the walls of the bathroom, then you spend another year cleaning the bathrooms.  With the threat, explain that if you don't report it and we end up thinking it was you (even though it wasn't), then that's too bad, you will be the one cleaning the bathrooms.

My principal said she can't do that because a parent would have a fit.  Now, she is a VERY good principal.  I love working for her.

but, WHAT!?!?!??!?!?!?!  the parent of a child who spread poop all over the building (there was once some outside my door on the floor, which is not anywhere near a bathroom...) would have a problem with that child cleaning the bathrooms for a year??

I understand where she's coming from, but I giggled and said - well then perhaps that parent should send their child to a school where it is acceptable to put poop all over the building.

Ay ay ay.  Some little 10 or 12 year old brat who has no respect for others or authority is outsmarting a bunch of adults, and to me, it is very logical that the adults in charge do whatever they can to figure out who it is and teach this child how to respect authority at age 10 or 11 or 12 before he (boys' bathroom) starts doing things a lot more serious that have a lot bigger consequences than some poop here and there.  Granted, teachers can only do so much to instill such lessons in kids that aren't their own.  But we might as well try as hard as we can, because that kid could go on to do a lot more damage.  Hopefully he'll learn sooner or later, preferably sooner.

Friday, February 22, 2013

New blog.

I'm starting over.
New season, new writing, (slightly) new purpose, new blog.

Good bye "The Cooks" blog and hello "Tune My Heart."

But in case you care to read every detail of our lives for the last few years, I've imported all the old posts.  All in one spot here on "Tune My Heart."  Phew. I know you're glad.

By the way, please "follow" if you read so I can see who you are.  If you just type the web address in every time or "bookmark" my page I can't tell whose reading :) It'd be fun to interact with you more! 

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

An urge to write.

Lately, I've felt an urge to write. I can't shake it. I imagine all the disjointed thoughts stumbling around in my mind coming together like a symphony, only to get distracted 5 minutes later by facebook, or twitter, or instagram, or pinterest, or Downton, or or or.  I had this other blog where I wrote faithfully for a few years before I was 8 months pregnant & teaching full time at 2 schools & decided blogging had to hit the back burner.  The thing about the other blog was I occasionally wrote about meaningful things but more often, I ignored the deep, pressing thoughts and meditations from my heart.  I chose materialism over substance and funny nothings over hard somethings, and eventually, shockingly, I got bored.  Bored of writing nothing about nothing.  But, like I said, I have this urge to write that won't go away.  So nagging is it that I learned how to customize this fancy schmancy new and improved look using HTML (without the help of my computer-science-whiz husband). Seriously. What-the-what?!?!? 

And so here we are.  You (anybody???) and me.  Or maybe just me.  Recording my thoughts, musings, prayers, meditations, highs, lows, and everything in between.  The plan is that I will look back on this in 6 months, 1 year, and 5 years, (when nothing is going as planned) and I'll click on that archive and see the truth that defines my life, a beautiful "history" of God's goodness, one page (or rather, post) after another: His mercies were new every morning. His faithfulness was great. His grace was sufficient. His life in me was abundant. And is. And the 2014 me and the 2018 me will look at the 2013 God who was faithful each day and who is the same yesterday, today and forever.

So, here we go. 

Saturday, February 9, 2013

i entered a giveaway and you can too

hello again.
I'm going to start writing more meaningful things than this, but my first 'comeback' post is me posting about a giveaway I entered for an ipad cover on the blog "Chronicles of a Babywise Mom."
If you're a mom, you may or may not have heard of Babywise.  This website is VERY VERY pro babywise.  We are using some of the babywise philosophies with Adelyn, but it is definitely a personal preference thing.  Totally not an issue of 'right' and 'wrong' (which some people make it out to be).  Whether or not it's your method, a free ipad case is a free ipad case :)

You can enter here.

wanna chat more later!? okay. i'll be back!  (obviously that was said in the 'terminator' voice, in case you didn't catch that.)

Monday, December 10, 2012

English Toffee

A yummy, EASY holiday treat :) 
English Toffee
From: mom
Time: 10-15 minutes

Ingredients
1 lb butter (yum!)
2 C. sugar
1 T white corn syrup (Karo brand)
¾ C. sliced almonds
6-12 oz (one bag or a little less) of semisweet chocolate chips
*candy thermome
Instructions
Spread almonds evenly onto the bottom of a nonstick, ungreased jelly roll pan.  Toast in the oven 350 for 5-10 minutes (watching carefully to avoid burning.)
Take the pan out of the oven and put on heating pads nearby so that it’s ready to have the toffee poured into it when it’s finished.

Using a heavy 3-4 qt. saucepan, cook the above ingredients over medium-high heat.  Stir constantly with a wooden spoon.  Use a candy thermometer to watch the temp.  Cook until the mixture reaches 310 (hard crack).  You can remove at 308 to avoid burning!

Pour toffee mixture carefully onto pan.  Spread out evenly.  Sprinkle chocolate chips and as they melt, spread over toffee mixture evenly.**  Cool toffee in the refrigerator (I place the pan on hot pads in the fridge).  Once cooled, break into pieces.  Can store in fridge for several days.

**I’ve seen people add sprinkles to the top while the chocolate is still melty.  Yummy & pretty